I love myself

I love being plus size, it is me after having two children and during first confinement I have got no control at all. Someone told me that after having baby no need to worry of your weight or your looked. Believe me this is all wrong, you can never get back the shape you had unless you have a lot money to go for slimming centre. I know some women success in slimming centre, not everyone as my mom had gone through and no slim down at all. I guess they have spend so much unlike my mom that time spend RM2K. It was more than ten years ago!

Almost forgot Happy Birthday to Libby a new blogger friend of mine. She is in Singapore!

Thank you Libby

I can't believe I won a prize, thank you Libby for sending me the cute notebook made in Korea. Libby send this mail from Singapore, I received this on Saturday as Libby ask me to look out for it until Monday. It arrived early and I am happy to show you the cute notebook. The material is unique, I never seen any material like this before.

Oh I love the stamps too. :D

Am I cruel?

This afternoon while having mask on which I applied on face, my sister called me asking if my mom can stay here for two weeks. I said no to her because my dad and hubby object. She then passed the phone to my mom before that she tells her that I say cannot. This is truly a sad moment for me, I knew my mom lose her hope. My mom told me she just stay a while when she gets what she wants from my dad she will leave.

I love my mom, she loves going outdoor and does not like to stay home. I know that irks my dad feeling. It seems they are like from different world, they can't communicate well anymore. What can I say one is conservative,another open minded.

Mommy I am so sorry you are disappointed, I hope my dad gives her chance to come out from nursing home for a week or two days. She desperately need to get out from there, she stayed there for nearly seven year.